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Author Archives: lethinker
He’s Back to Me
The lost sheep has come back
In my arms, he clasp
Beside me, he slept
I felt so secured
The feelings came back, too
He made me feel some things
I can’t feel with others
But then, he always go off
He had to pursue his dreams
But now, I know for sure
He may always go,
but he will never leave
And will definitely come back
beside me.
Fo sho he’s Jayson Yap
There is still this someone who, in the middle of chaos, would make you calm and inadvertently lax and happy.
Though not a lover, just a friend specifically a seatmate, this someone continues to awe me with surprising manners. He may look unapproachable, dull, stiff and scary but he is the opposite. He can be as mischievous as a Tom but as genuine and serious as the king or Kim Jong Il. He is a very good friend of mine, one who can understand me and hear me out willingly. The one who enjoys listening to my rants and whines and calmly handles everything. Didn’t realize that he wants to talk the most because according to him, I am the one whom he’s comfortable sharing with. A real boy friend. He, in times of calamity, would definitely make me smile and laugh; then in times of happiness, would make me smile and laugh harder.
For C.Antonio
Once there was a guy whom I never presumed would fall for me.
I fell with him too. His smile shimmers. His letters make my day go round. His voice is heaven.
He makes the birds sing, the flowers dance and my heart explode.
He made me in a full bliss. Just a touch of his hand tingles my spine.
His shoulders, I love to lean on. His face, I like to look at all the time. His eyes, I like to meet mine.
I don’t know why I left him. I didn’t know what happened. Everything was a blur.
Now, I am regretting seeing him with others.
Remembering the sweet memories.
And wanting to be with him again.
If ever I have an opportunity, I will definitely say
“I am sorry. Let me make it up to you. If you give me another chance, I will never let go anymore. I am really sorry. I made a mistake. Make me your kismet again. I will drive for long hours just to bring you butterfinger. Please be mine again.”
Escaping Reality
those teary subtle eyes gazing through the vast space of nothing.
looking inside an empty detached mind
waiting to be filled willingly with new capricious notions
sluggishly pouring out every hatred, melancholy and grief
displacing reality with fantasy
everything is happening with the melodies of The Beatles
playing on the phonograph.
Failure
The paramour had experienced something for the first time in her life– to be rejected.
It was the very first time she did something with so much effort yet the result is a failure.
There is but one thing that she learned through all of this,
it is to try again and do it better.
Thinking that it is only the first time, she also thinks there is no harm in trying again.
Especially because it is what she really wanted.
She will never give up, until she can taste the fruits of her labor.
Eyes that can see.
we have one pair of eyes.
an eye that is meant to see the beauty of the world,
the scars of the past, the creations of God.
It is called the superficial one;
can be seen by others; controlled by the brain.
Another eye created to see the flaws of beauty,
the magnificence of every scars, the reality of the world,
and the real guts of the heart.
Rain
3rd of July
clouds began to cry
suppressed memories come to life
again
struck my soul so hard
my fragile heart shattered
silence so deafening
i want to let go
Please let me go..
Suddenly pops to my head.
fingers moving so swift on every ebony and ivory piece making the most beautiful sound in town.
Fallin’
It’s inevitable
Every time I see you
I smile
So incredible
I only think of you
I quickly smile
My heart,
Felt different
So ecstatic
So high
Your touch
So heartfelt
Please put me down
I’m falling
Please stay longer
I’m feeling this is forever
But I am afraid
For you and me
Give me some more hint
And I’ll give in
I’m so high
I’m so happy
Its bliss
Emanates to everything
I hope tis’ continue
Smitten Theories 