The paramour had experienced something for the first time in her life– to be rejected.
It was the very first time she did something with so much effort yet the result is a failure.
There is but one thing that she learned through all of this,
it is to try again and do it better.
Thinking that it is only the first time, she also thinks there is no harm in trying again.
Especially because it is what she really wanted.
She will never give up, until she can taste the fruits of her labor.